tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87314788332809451872024-02-20T09:57:30.920+08:00*sF*razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.comBlogger132125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-78654754060752243872010-03-11T21:20:00.004+08:002010-03-11T21:51:30.423+08:00dont worry i'm fine<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">its getting a little difficult to breathe today, i dont know why. after beating in some abnormally fast rate, my heart started to ache a little. after few hours, the suffocation is back with my heart aching again and i have to stretch myself to get a really deep breath to make sure i am breathing in some air into my lungs. man, what a freakening thing. i understand i may not be very young now but after all i'm not that old for a worn out heart. really hope it is just some normal thing and does not mean anything. ya, that should be it, i'm fine. very fine. </span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-7333061742603121692010-03-04T02:34:00.003+08:002010-03-04T02:39:02.512+08:00here he comes...<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">since weekend i've been waiting and in another 11+ hours, here he comes and here i go.....</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">***** fingers crossed *****</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">***** pray hard *****</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">***** all the best to me *****</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-55658805417896713222010-02-27T23:34:00.002+08:002010-02-27T23:57:09.120+08:00been so long...<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">two days ago was the release of STPM result. wow, so many years back since i've taken mine. during my time, i didn't fancy that moment. who would when the results came out to be a disappointment. thank god, its over now and i've recover from that yucky feelings. but not long from now, i will soon be hit with another disappointment. aah!!!! please, dont let that to happen. i rather it that kinda of news where it turns out to be good news when i've prepared for the worst. that feeling is great. just like the one felt by tim urban and alex lambert during their elimination rounds. they thought they would be bidding goodbyes but how fortunate its not their time yet. but if they still fail to prove themselves next week, well most probably the banana is stolen before it gets ripen. anyhow, personally i hope jermaine seller gets eliminated as soon as possible. i dislike him the most, he somehow irritates me a lot.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-85626554375340196142010-02-23T00:18:00.005+08:002010-02-23T00:47:56.638+08:00oh!<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">with my milo ice beside me in a hot midnight although the rain just poured, i am sitting facing my laptop again to blog about pai ti kong. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">before i laid my fingers on the keyboard, i took a sip of my i-believe-very-yummilicious-milo that i just made specially for myself.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">with very high expectation of my skill in making milo ice, my tiny sepet eyes grew bigger as the drink was swallowed and the taste was detected by my taste buds on my tongue and interpreted by my brain. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">holy s***!!!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">SALTY??!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">WHAT???!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">it turned out salty???? </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i was in real shock. <em>apa ni?</em> quickly i refreshed and gosh, that crytal looking solids i poured which i thought was sugar suddenly became clear to my brain it was salt. adeh! my yummilicious milo became salty milo ice. *sigh</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i begin with my first sip and now i seal it with last gulp of my salty milo ice. it tasted not bad but let it remained as the first and last.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">pai ti kong will be posted other day. i'm kinda still in a shock.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-68457105549655586722010-02-21T00:39:00.002+08:002010-02-21T02:28:20.387+08:00i dont know what is this<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">to xx,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3366ff;">if only i have the courage to tell you how much i miss you, i would be email this to you instead of blogging here. but come to think of it, its not that i do not have the courage cause courage is not what it takes. for me, i dont find it a problem to say it out what i feel but the point is why would i wanna let you know when i know letting you know will not make a difference. and how do i know i know that? cause i told you so before and i know too that its not me that you want to hear it from.. therefore, from then on, i choose to keep everything concerns bout you in my heart instead of bullshitting to you. this is why this is not found in your inbox but my blog.</span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-62196591711201601792010-02-20T15:16:00.002+08:002010-02-20T18:58:21.734+08:00cny<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">when cny comes, it is all about red, gathering, food, angpaus, poker cards, mahjong, visiting and cny songs. if its not merry, loud and full of laughters, it is not cny. and what makes all these to happen??? gambling! yes, gambling is something you must do dur cny. it is like a package where it includes visiting, gathering, poker cards/ mahjong and angpaus. so fun, so exciting and so risky as you may not know you will lose all your angpaus money or add up to it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">i still remember how i spent my cny gambling almost every year. from 10 cents, 20 cents bet to 50 cents, 1 ringgit note and slowly increase and increase to 2, 3, 5 and now to 10 and 20. it was real crazy how the notes look like waste paper when it comes to gambling.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">yesterday was the peak of cny this year <span style="font-size:78%;">for now</span>. initially it was a visiting to my uncles's house before heading home but it turned out to be a gambling day. i was a little reluctant since i've won after gambling from day1 of cny till day5. its smtg uncommon cause i was known of donating almost every year. but c'mon it cny! besides, usually in cny my family will played dank <span style="font-size:85%;">(i dont know the exact term but it sounds that way. thats what we called it. its a card game something similar to baccarat)</span> this year even though every night is gambling night, from black jack to mahjong and rummy but we had not play dank yet. so, i took my seat and settled down with my initial small bet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">now thinking back, no wonder i was winning cause i was playing other games. dank is the game i played and lost almost every year. its too late to realise, as i played, i wasnt aware how much i actually lost until i refused to take out another 50 ringgit note. unlike mahjong and rummy besides luck, you need skill. but for dank, its like black jack, more to luck than skill. and the winning losing activity was way faster than those skilled games which was why i wasnt noticing i actually lost up to three figures. i was like <em>'wah, wa su a ni ceh lui liao'</em>. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">what to do...so i took a late lunch break while the rest still busy betting. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">after a break from my refusal of taking another 50 note, i was back to play since it supposed to be the last 3 rounds. but banker's pile of 50 notes getting higher and higher, making his win up to four figures. the atmosphere was getting tenser and hotter. almost all the players were losing with me at the bottom of the top loser list. so our going home early plan was postponed and the gambling session continued.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#990000;">but my weird superstitious funny aunt disallowed me to play. according to her, the additional players caused her to lose so she asked me to bet on her bet. so, i was like okay since she convinced me that her spot was very '<em><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">ong</span></strong></em>'. after 2 rounds, my 50 note gone, left only red notes. i was like, <em>'tua ee ah, lu u pian wa bo. ko kong lu eh ui ong. wa eh lui si ka ceng hu cuik tui lai eh.'</em></span></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">with not much hope, standing and watching them playing, suddenly there's a twist of luck. it was a right choice to make a comeback. every rounds, i would grab two red notes from her and the best thing was it was continuousssssss. oh my, it felt so <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">GOOD</span></strong>!!!!!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">not too long, the money i lost was back to me. in fact i was now winning a little. <strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">AWESOME</span>!!!!!!</span></strong> thanks to my aunt. it wouldnt be that fast and easy if i was the one playing. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#990000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">around half an hour, the banker called it off after no longer bear distributing most of his winning notes. and so we kuai kuai got ourselves ready to continue our journey back home. all well ends well =)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">happy chinese new year people!!!!!</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"> </div><strong><em></em></strong><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"><em></em></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"><em>*happy birthday bro and belated birthday to sp and ej!</em> </span></div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span> </div><div align="right"> </div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-84159563433471490752010-01-29T13:28:00.003+08:002010-01-29T14:05:31.834+08:00no more ROS<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">friday 29th - my last day of ros [hooray!]</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ya, so its my last day of ros and its also the day i did team teaching biology with my partner. after this, my practical will be officially start next week. unfortunately, biology teachers are more than enough in the school so no choice but to teach science.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">back to team teaching... how terrible, it was such a rush. everything's so last minute. incomplete lesson plan, not detailed content, insufficient worksheet, questions were way to easy and no rehearsal. my slides that going to present to the students were completed only like 20 minutes before the lesson started. ya, 20 minutes and i was still at home, in my pajamas which i suppose to be in school preparing and stuff. how awful. i managed to get quick bath, simply grab baju kurung from the piles of unwashed clothes and most terrible was that i didnt even have sufficient time to brush my teeth. ewww...i wonder did those boys realise the <em>natural</em> smell when i walked past them.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyhow, thank goodness, no marks was given for this observation even though the teachers gave us compliments over the activities we carried out. at least we did not make ourselves look silly. well, i guess they did see potentials in us especially me. haha!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">alright, last minute thing and those unprepared stuff are so not gonna happen when i begin to teach next week (is that so??). now, i kinda pity my students despite they made me shout every moments i entered the class. oh my god, bless me and my students. hopefully they wont flunk their monthly test next month and mid year examination. hopefully they dont go crazy too when i'm observed by my supervisor. or else i'll make them run around the field, sun them, clean my car and bla bla bla.... ah, fun!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-79743615912164794442010-01-03T03:35:00.002+08:002010-01-03T05:37:45.202+08:00hello 2010<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff9900;">this post is merely to welcome 2010. how 'mo liu', ya i know but its still something to cheer about cause its once a year event. hurray!!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="font-size:78%;">may be a little too late</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;"><strong>HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!</strong></span></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff9900;"><em>a new year but same old wish = world peace and harmony</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-46898291860078414862009-12-30T23:25:00.002+08:002009-12-31T01:08:27.712+08:00when its crashed<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i usually have lot of words running in my head, wishing to immediately transfer it to my blog but that moment the page is on and when my ten fingers touch the keyboard; ready to type, my mind eventually goes blank. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ever since xmas i could feel that i was in major disappointment and slightly unhappy. i tried to comfort myself. i tried to be as optimistic as i could be. i kept telling myself its not a big deal, i dont care, its just a small matter that people actually dont worry bout it at all. even i myself felt it was a small matter but i really never thought that the impact would be this huge. it was so severe that at one point, i knew and i could hear my heart was crying in disappointment.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">say i'm silly, perhaps i am, to be upset over a small matter but to know that i maybe unable to achieve what i've been setting my focus, you can never imagine that feeling unless you experience it.... it is so painful. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-54606740593362601932009-12-12T01:07:00.003+08:002009-12-12T01:32:36.686+08:00peace<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;">how effective is meditation????? i guess i really need it to find peace in ma mind and soul. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#003300;">anyways, <span style="color:#660000;">xmas</span> is <span style="color:#660000;">coming</span>!!!! but <span style="color:#660000;">i've</span> already <span style="color:#660000;">got</span> myself <span style="color:#660000;">this</span> year's <span style="color:#660000;">xmas</span> presents...<span style="color:#660000;">hahahahaha</span>!!!!!! cool <span style="color:#660000;">stuff</span> and <span style="color:#660000;">damn</span>, i <span style="color:#660000;">love</span> them <span style="color:#660000;">very</span> much <span style="color:#660000;">so</span> much!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#330099;">ah, OMG, just realise that my HAIR REACH MY MOUTH!!!!!!!!! this is SUPERBLY LONG for me..... unbelievable. this length wont last for long cause i plan to go for a trim real soon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="color:#330099;">there is this weird thing, when its year end rashes seem to attack me. i am like typing halfway, scratch here, type again, scratch there.... damn, its so itchy and i know i shouldnt be scratching or else it will turn red and tiny lumps will appear @ rashes.... dammit, i cant continue anymore, its really itchy. </span><span style="color:#330099;"><span style="font-size:180%;">AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-89932069057252902562009-11-18T23:53:00.004+08:002009-11-19T00:07:18.363+08:00some crap to avoid reading<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><<span style="color:#330033;">sigh> like normal human, this is where i end up when i still have loads of chapters to complete... serve me right for taking my last paper for granted. now i'm stucked with 12+ chapters at 2356 before my 0900 paper the next day. will i be able to finish all the chapters by tonight????? i dont know but i will try my best to at least browse through every words. after all, its my LAST of the very last. so i will <em>enjoy</em> every seconds of every miserable sleepy moments i'm going through tonight. anyways, lets get bloody brain back to work....while countdown for MERDEKA!</span></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-47444866317068023022009-11-10T19:35:00.003+08:002009-11-10T21:57:50.270+08:00ekspedisi memburu dan makan durian<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">pada petang yang serba baik cuacanya, 5 orang yang enggan belajar tiba-tiba memulakan ekspedisi memburu dan makan durian di sekitar kawasan berbantukan tiga buah motor. tanpa sebarang pengetahuan tentang harga pasaran dan kemahiran memilih, dengan sesuka hati mereka memilih mana-mana gerai. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">gerai pertama yang dikunjungi nampaknya kurang bijaksana. penjualnya dengan muka licik menjual tanpa ikhlas, tidak jujur serta sempat mengeluarkan kata-kata sinis. sambil mereka makan, mereka pun layan sahajala kata-kata itu. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">dah kata penjual tak jujur, mestilah durian yang dibelah kurang enak, harga pula rm10 untuk 3biji, tak berpatutan langsung dengan kualiti durian yang dimakan!!! keras, sikit, tak sedap!!! tak guna betul pakcik itu!!!! <span style="font-size:85%;">[dosa pakcik! terimalah di dunia akhirat nanti!]</span> umpama membeli pengalaman sahajala di gerai itu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">selepas itu, dengan kurang rasa puas hati, ekspedisi memburu dan makan kembali beraksi. gerai kedua dijaga oleh dua orang budak india. si budak lelaki itu sibuk melayan tiga lelaki dewasa yang khusyuk makan durian dan si adik perempuannya itu entah tengah buat apa. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">budak lelaki itu menyuruh mereka memilih durian yang dikehendaki dan harganya tak menentu mengikut saiz durian. dengan was-was dan seolah-olah mereka terdengar suara hati mereka lalu memutus untuk ke gerai seterusnya meninggalkan gerai budak india itu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">gerai ketiga ini adalah jagaan seorang pakcik, makcik dengan seorang anak lelakinya. seperti biasa, mereka buat-buat berunding harga dan kualiti durian pada awalnya. salah seorang daripada mereka sempat mengintai durian-durian yang terletak di dalam but kereta. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">dalam but itu, ada durian yang isi lebih sedap dan busuk yang diasingkan dan selainnya disusun di atas lantai. mengikut pakcik itu durian yang isi sedap, apabila digoncang, ada bunyi, menandakan kualiti baik. apa lagi, durian kualiti baik sudah tentu perlu dimasukkan ke dalam perut mereka. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">setelah berunding harga, pakcik muka jujur ini sememangnya baik kerana sanggup menurunkan harga dari rm20 untuk 8biji ke rm15. entahlah berpatutan atau tidak asalkan berjaya dikurangkan harga pun jadilah. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">pada masa itu juga, mereka membeli dan makan, memberi sepenuh kepercayaan kepada kata-kata pakcik itu yang menyatakan durian itu sedap.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">sememangnya pakcik muka jujur itu jujur kerana setiap biji yang dibelah itu amat sedap rasanya, cukup manis dan berlemak. mereka pun makan dengan lahapnya dan seulas demi seulas disumbat sehingga terasa kepuasan yang mengukir senyuman di muka masing-masing dan kekenyangan yang nak termuntah.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">sehingga sekarang salah seorang daripada mereka masih dan asyik sendawa sambil menaip di sini. apa-apapun, ekspedisi memburu dan makan durian dikira berjaya dan berbaloi!!!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJwbmZkjt2QolNOxCHl_FqcxT69Mm-TjA7P5tV9efoovjG7CCLjAzimy8oZ6Z0TN704u5EQ6GrsNxiRBrrg1go4BD-uWwkAZOe6RJnrf7OmDxjS3D0HnzUhhMXK6cyzvBGEFbWd_PF8V7Y/s1600-h/10112009636.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5402437837549356850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJwbmZkjt2QolNOxCHl_FqcxT69Mm-TjA7P5tV9efoovjG7CCLjAzimy8oZ6Z0TN704u5EQ6GrsNxiRBrrg1go4BD-uWwkAZOe6RJnrf7OmDxjS3D0HnzUhhMXK6cyzvBGEFbWd_PF8V7Y/s400/10112009636.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;"> gambar yang sempat dan teringat nak ambil selepas makan...tak banyak pun, 8biji je....</span></div><br /><p><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></p><br /><p></p><br /><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><div align="center"></div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-21321499473336583972009-11-09T14:36:00.004+08:002009-11-09T15:15:10.680+08:00beware<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">well, today, as usual i greeted this friend @ junior @ neighbour of mine when i saw her in her house. but the reason i went to the house not because of her. its because my friends @ her housemates @ not junior but same batch are staying there too. usually she's very talkative, jumping in joy, silly and will greet me even before me. however, today, she looked different, had been so quiet and even ignored me. curiously i investigated, thinking that it might caused by exam pressure but then i found out that its very common of her acting in such a way as she's a very sensitive person [OMG!] besides being silent and showing mourning face [you know those sour, sad face expression when someone dies], according to my resources, there was once she left the house because my friends aka her housemates were saying some stuff. just that i didn't knew bout it until like now (?) almost the end of the sem (?) what the.. *doosh... as my resources refreshed me, 'kamu tau tak..?', 'kamu tau tak masa tu...?', 'tau tak bila...?' and bla bla and most of the time i answered, ' saya tak tau!!!', 'ye ke???, 'betul??!!'. then only i only knew that throughout this sem, i actually said many many words that i would never expect she would considered them harsh. i even innocently commented on how slow she cooked which cooking happened to be a sensitive issue for her [very sensitive issue]. guess the level of harshness is still acceptable since she did not reveal the other side of her when i said those words. this is a lesson to be learnt which is never assume someone is kind even she does look kind. besides, kind people never claim they are not sensitive. to that friend of mine, the next time i see her, i'l filter my words, be less straight forward and maybe i should distant myself too for safety precautions. i had enough of making someone cried because of my words. ah, scary and dangerous...</span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-11355761370805751682009-11-09T14:07:00.003+08:002009-11-09T14:36:03.136+08:00exam begins<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">hah, today is the actual beginning of my exam cause only today i sat for my first paper while a number of my friends or most students in the same faculty sat for their last papers = finished their exams = indeed put a dot to the exams here. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">therefore, its hard for them not to show off how 'the end' of their exams sufferings because after this they no longer face anymore examinations if they dont plan to continue their studies.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">moreover, when they just knew my paper just started, wasn't that the most perfect time to tease me and express their stupid ugly happy arrogant faces?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">but surprise surprise, i dont give a damn. at all.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">now i patiencely waiting for the coming of the two papers. its my first time having paper on the last day of the exam. can't believe i manage to experience it on my last semester in the campus. and it sure feels good to end the last paper because it is not only the last paper taken in this sem but last paper of my whole degree on the last day of last exam of my last semester in campus.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-65857292225044136902009-11-06T20:40:00.006+08:002009-11-07T11:52:00.345+08:00un-stress myself<p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">this may be a lil disgusting but it's about life it's about us it's about me...</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663300;">so, what about?? ah, as i'm sitting facing my laptop browsing the words, papers on the table and pencil in my hand, the uneasy feelings arise. i start to do some stretching, trying to get the feelings away yet i'm getting more irritated. in other words, it is the sign of me being stressed.</span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663300;">then after, i figure out something <span style="font-size:85%;">[bright bulb appear above my head *ting*].</span> something somehow some way best to release tension... is... by</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"> farting. and the key is the longer and louder the fart, the better it works. oh, sometimes its fun too if the fart is short but keep on farting small one in a row.. serious! that moment that force of air released that moment youl feel lighten up that moment a smile automatically appear on the face... you know the satisfactory feelings, the <em>*aa<span style="font-size:130%;">aaahhhhh...</span></em> and the body seems to become softer and liquify, flowing... if you don't know then imagine..... imagine you're having stomachache. ah, damn, really aching but oh no, toilet <em>elek</em> [with the hand twisting, head shaking and funny face expression] so no choice but to hold very long.......very very long...you squeeze you tummy. cross your legs. bend your body...still holding on... then goosebumps. cold sweat on the face and dripping from the hair. and [<em>s][</em>h<em>]</em>[<em>i][v</em>][<em>e][r</em>]...i tell you thats the most horrible condition ever BUT that moment you get to release... OMG *plip plip plup plup* <span style="font-size:78%;"><em>tak payah la kot nak cerita kepuasan itu....</em></span> well,<em> YEAH! thats the moment, thats the solution....</em></span></span></p><p><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663300;"></span></em> </p><p><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663300;"></span></em> </p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"><em></em></span></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"><em></em></span></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"><em><span style="font-size:85%;">*i think i blog bout this before but doesnt matter since i've written it...</span></em></span></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em></span></span></p><br /><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#663300;"></p><br /><p><br /></p></span></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-7651631117057734692009-10-22T01:22:00.002+08:002009-10-22T01:33:07.865+08:00one sentence<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">well, that's it, no more lectures no more lab to attend in the university i've spent for 3years and 4months...</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-67141370352938437392009-10-19T00:38:00.002+08:002009-10-19T00:57:18.591+08:00aih..<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"><em>around one more month and that's when i'm wrapping up my stuff leaving nothing but memories.</em></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#33cc00;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#33cc00;">certainly it's not the end but another new beginning to move on.</span></em><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"><em>aah, still a long way to go.....</em></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-84838771308423562672009-10-19T00:13:00.002+08:002009-10-19T00:38:09.968+08:00penderitaan<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">menderita aku...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana makan nasi sejuk dengan telur,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana tugasan yang bertimpal,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana tesis yang tidak nampak penghujungnya,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana esok exam malam ini baru nak baca,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana tak dapat tidur,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">bukan kerana tak dapat balik rumah,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">tetapi </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">menderita lagi aku melihat orang yang disayangi dan dicintai menderita dan aku sekadar memandang dari jauh tidak mampu membuat apa-apa....</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">sedar tak sedar, penderitaan inilah penderitaan yang paling menyeksakan bagi aku.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-64551254947774082362009-09-29T22:43:00.002+08:002009-09-29T22:56:42.959+08:00i choose<div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">if i am to suffer, please let me suffer all the pain at one time in one shot rather than being painful for a long period of time. time may be the best medicine but it can be killing at times.</span></div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-54256242777749789032009-09-26T15:29:00.002+08:002009-09-26T15:53:24.764+08:00foodpoisoning<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">falling sick is very common. maybe once a while like once in 2-3 months or for girls perhaps slightly once a month. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">when people usually have those illnesses like fever, flu, cough and sore throat, i will more commonly attacked by bacteria which caused me food poisoning. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">i dont know why but it seems that i get food poisoning more often than those sicknesses i mentioned. suka suka tornado will occurs in my stomach. everything will turn upside down and the chaos is clearly heard by human ears. then, digestive system will be malfunction and everything starts to go wrong and leads to stomachache, diarrhea and vomit. thank god, i'l be fine after throwing up.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">i wonder if its me stuffing too much and macam-macam in my tummy. i'm worried when my tummy expands and harden. thats terrifying you know. and thats when i realise the good side of diarrhea and vomitting. very obvious, its stock clearing sign.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;"></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-31236213300932803282009-09-20T21:07:00.002+08:002009-09-20T21:28:30.320+08:00selamat hari raya!ะช~~ <em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">se...se...se...selamat hari raya kepada saudara serta saudari...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">setahun hanya sekali...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">meraikan hari yang mulia ini.....~~~~</span></em><br /><em></em><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">selamat hari raya aidilfitri warga malaysia. tak kira bangsa dan agama memandangkan kita kan 1 malaysia. sebab itu saya balik awal and bercuti sekali. ahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">sambutan hari raya sememangnya amat bermakna terutama setelah sebulan berpuasa. nikmat aidilfitri lebih terasa dengan adanya bulan puasa. walaupun hari saya berpuasa tidaklah seberapa tetapi saya dapat merasai kepuasan, kelegaan dan kebahagiaan berakhirnya bulan ramadhan dan bermulanya syawwal. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33cc00;">sungguhpun kengkawan saya di bandar tercinta saya entah hilang ke mana, rumah yang patut terbuka tidak nampak pintunya. *haihz...tak apalah.... banyak lagi rumah terbuka menunggu saya di tm. hoo~~hooo~~~ tak sabarnya ... makanan raya... makanan...makanan.... mmm... yumm yummm....</span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-82890801735418695002009-09-12T15:01:00.003+08:002009-09-12T16:29:52.064+08:00can i lean on you?<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;">at this moment if i measure my body pressure, i'm sure the device will end up bursting into pieces...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;">idiot me for some reason pushed myself to a limit that i'm so tensed, frustrated and ended up breaking down in a dead end feeling so lost, so miserable and kinda hopeless. i'm just like a person sitting at one quiet, solitary, dark corner all by myself curling and hugging both my legs in despair. in this silence....., </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;">if only.......</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"> there's a place for me <em>to </em></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"><em>rest and lean on</em>.... </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#999999;">if i ask, <em>will you...?</em></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><br /><div align="center"> </div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-47264062479854194702009-09-10T02:59:00.010+08:002009-09-10T22:23:52.034+08:00mystery<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">an anatomy book called 'anatomy' which my lecturer owns it is indeed very special. basically the content almost the same as what we learn today but...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">this book is written around 1869! count and its like 140 years ago!!!! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">i dont really remember but its pretty obvious that in 1800s, no such thing called electron microscope or whatever sophisticated devices yet. however without those someone can actually figured so much about the human anatomy and look at these pictures drawn... they are <strong>amazingly beautiful</strong>!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipfnJgnwHd81wfGRuSR3gGEe6zSDs2jxe0Myq4gh_EbnAbG6ncBWoQqyZ4XaUrxrO5JWNmTwDDZXtdMdVie-rEBLnm-vF9sQRYSJUDC4eYhWVwqZNI5fdckIULlHqe03KmzmN-HCvG3Znu/s1600-h/DSC02360.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379553996428111762" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" 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CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEic6z2dydiIU8iixRjYJbfhp8qGiti2vHQcRJFXcgslzvjXJqVzVD2fh8wRoFhGuE8ng0y1fRRwluuwdvo1TVzY3IPP5VubJFC4bD77cz-LTbjsI2c5xtHsidBTf0vAUr-gx29tYpfk6MDj/s400/DSC02345.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitcwkEWVeydz4jcgRH7193dFkb-keI5Cd08ronugrr10QedKuWgZeMf-ndrmF13qQnKuZT5r5zo2JDTThvT52Z1J3GDKSbjO_elP2-pab6TLHNujoZH5adsCaeOYgwVBVzf9k-J_aTi_29/s1600-h/DSC02344.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379552193230335570" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 299px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitcwkEWVeydz4jcgRH7193dFkb-keI5Cd08ronugrr10QedKuWgZeMf-ndrmF13qQnKuZT5r5zo2JDTThvT52Z1J3GDKSbjO_elP2-pab6TLHNujoZH5adsCaeOYgwVBVzf9k-J_aTi_29/s400/DSC02344.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">it's a wonder to see these pictures. i truly admire them.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">i guess many has been contributed whether the one viewed or the one being viewed as its not about one or two dissections. in order to examine those parts by parts to have a clearer and better view, well indeed needed tonnes of hardwork, determination and interest.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">it's even more impressive how one from that era is able to study this anatomy thing. even though i only had little time to only flipped through the pages, from the drawing there's not much difference of 140 years ago and today's knowledge.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">ever wonder who's that great person?</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">henry gray! ya, thats the one with dr.carter and dr.westmarcott produced such brilliant work. the book called anatomy by gray...anatomy gray.....gray anatomy..... sounds familiar??? perhaps thats how the show grey's anatomy earns the name. hah! just some wild guess.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><br /></div></span><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379551216729110578" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKgmTrU-6EPPp5xqKdYzt6jt7Td_rtpM_Js42Vn4hOcXqLJQ2mgdzLEMCJuav1qVVtJ7yBuzNS8d0VeG8e46-uhDOm9dwNLEPX73X3o-SCLzA30KUbuyIFm5ASQBgYHmb0-JvzQeazIW2F/s400/DSC02339.JPG" border="0" /><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">xxxxx</span></strong><br /></div><div align="left"><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">on the other hand, malaysia which most malaysians know this name is declared replacing tanah melayu at the year of 1963. since then, we are known as malaysians and malaysia is known as malaysia worldwide.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">but to my surprise, the name malaysia is not smtg new in fact it is pretty well known by the reseachers, ecologists and botanists many many years back. look.... this is smtg found in a book written in 1923.</span></div><br /><div align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379551234601228914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEisXH-bP_ZcxoVQS753rB3e42L_4PRznNVA6z0dKKDPAp0rJN3MUU-4FZqqx2OBGfykIjRKgbwRMb_Q92IupkIgAAn6pBg9sDSI_j9EOAzqxav9VJFeFOI9gEB0zER4VgdcTwSs3e9sZW7d/s400/DSC02341.JPG" border="0" /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj5Em5_ZFUQZiPUJkTIGKGOfUKsNWd_v_kVNRpIqKl1F941JTSdMeqkwdVgkLbokx-L5KXs6g-QDAX1zslJY4bbKfsXtiOA0jIthQNePdY965LDA9PMQuZ5JSJ9l7sPcePZboGlESdxSdE/s1600-h/DSC02343.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379551249894640338" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjj5Em5_ZFUQZiPUJkTIGKGOfUKsNWd_v_kVNRpIqKl1F941JTSdMeqkwdVgkLbokx-L5KXs6g-QDAX1zslJY4bbKfsXtiOA0jIthQNePdY965LDA9PMQuZ5JSJ9l7sPcePZboGlESdxSdE/s400/DSC02343.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">i'm not sure how malaysia got its name but from this piece of evidence we know that malaysia has long existed. foreigners basically british has used this name in their researches.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">at that time, malaysia back then is known as huge as what we learn as southeast asia of today.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">but god knows how, the name doesn't seem to be used elsewhere and soon it seems to be vanished until someone in our country decided to rename 'tanah melayu' as malaysia.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">its a wonder now to me why the name no longer be used and who decided on the name of our country and how the name came across that particular person.</span></div><div align="left">...</div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#3333ff;">whatever it is, i feel shameful as i don't seem to know my country well. *sigh... history in school should plays a better role</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#3333ff;"></span></div><div align="left"></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-32482364483630996752009-09-04T00:54:00.006+08:002009-09-04T01:24:27.281+08:00box set 368<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">the just released slovak sling's pirated dvd seller/dealer guy was searching for a dvd he labelled as 368 and </span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">guess what????? </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">that dvd is actually dvd of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANT!!!!! oh my god!!!! of all the dvds. adeh! </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377292073168253058" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 250px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4XYpDhcQNxPA9Gh1z1UgfoWMHINqQpNcGqU7v6sgCbhtHyfHJu_6EK0-8oVvDb40zXt2b97JHqjGKEjyTLOTTwdgNcfR5LW90LzT8sLMfGgeI7vdTPSMDmUXyW5Xf8gflh0sWj4ms0_C0/s400/Untitled-1.jpg" border="0" /></div><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"><span style="font-size:85%;">a 3seconds special appearance by spongybob and patrick in slovak sling.... </span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"><span style="font-size:85%;">.....unbelievable.....</span><br /></p></span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8731478833280945187.post-76058826949666093962009-09-03T02:47:00.004+08:002009-09-03T04:41:46.501+08:00hmm..<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">here i am in the middle of the night after one roti canai with teh tarik in mamak stall. i doubt its the supper that still keeps me wide awake but no other factor can best explain it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">anyways, with most of them soundly asleep except some guys living upstairs making some shocking sound unexpectedly, i just finished watching one future a day after its released date. well, one i forgot and two i slept early yesterday to repay my only 2,4 hours sleep day before.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">i guess besides yasmin ahmad chocolate, one future is something i find interesting and i think there's really a huge message behind the story (though i know every short films have messages to be told, problem is i'm not that smart to figure out most of them). perhaps it's that guy called tian chua <span style="font-size:78%;">should be the correct name</span> which makes me to relate it to politics in this country automatically. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">besides liking the way the film is plotted, edited and produced, i feel that the story is so malaysia <span style="font-size:85%;">at some point</span>. [well duh, the main title is 15malaysia ba] something reflecting what's happening here but just like chocolate not many actually realise and can see it. only a certain of people know the existence because they witness it or experience it. maybe thats the reason the director chose that guy for the film. </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">after 8 short films which outlined in a very artistic way basically about misunderstanding, discrimination, natural resources, social problems etc.... are those really what malaysia is to them???? do they see malaysia in that way???? telling us how realistic it is???? what kind of awareness do they actually trying to draw?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">majority up to now are negative or issues. dont they have something really sweet and beautiful stuff about malaysia or malaysians? not regarding those in advertisements made by the kementerian but no matter how realistic is in reality now, i'm sure malaysia is not only about those. perhaps what outlined were only a tiny black dot on the white cloth. why cant we look in the white and let it shadow the tiny dot....lets together make our country a better place...lets walk the 1malaysia and not talk bout it only.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>looking forward for at least one film - one genuine shot</em></span> </span>razorcuthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12022159530231821712noreply@blogger.com0