31 August 2008

merdeka

happy national day malaysians!!!!

so sad that this year’s celebration was so much not merrier compared to last year. just because its 51 years old and thus it wasn’t celebrated as grand as big 50. *sigh, so malaysia.

whatever..., put that aside, cause all i wanted to say here now was that after being malaysian for 22 years and 10 days, i finally stepped on dataran merdeka on the national day.

fuh! the patriotism thing was rushing in my blood when i was watching the parade, admiring the people in their smart uniforms, impressed by the vehicles used in pdrm and army, amazed by the flying helicopters and jets in the sky and standing proudly singing all the songs played. it would feel better if i had jalur gemilang in my hands then i can kibar-kibarkannya... erm, its also the day i got the closest view ever at yang dipertuan agong and permaisuri; pm and wife; and also deputy pm and wife.

in such big event, as usual majority seen was the malays. they really put the effort to bring their kids there. other than that, foreigners would be the second most seen after the malays. can you believe it? perhaps if you already figured that out.

foreigners actually had more interests in our country compared to the people staying here calling themselves malaysians. they actually paid more attention to our cultures.

what happen to the chinese?????
what happen to the indians?????
what happen to the sikhs?????
what happen to the sabahan and sarawakians?????

where?????
at home? sleeping? watching tv? surfing? shopping mall enjoying merdeka sales instead?

just hope and assume that they joined the state, district and school level celebrations since dataran was so far. after all, patriostism was not shown by just attending the celebrations but its built in the heart of each and everyone.

26 August 2008

a lil' of politic

for those that still not updated with malaysia politic, here i can tel you a tiny piece of the most recent news. anwar ibrahim is now successfully back to the politic in malaysia. yes, he won in permatang pauh election today. well, congrats?
i dont know whether its something to be celebrated like pkr members or something to be afraid like bn ppl. i'm lost and fail to analyse even though i know as a citizen here i hv to be aware of what exactly going on here. moreover, i'm no longer a school kid but mahasiswi and also soon-to-be educator, i hv to know, i hv to hv a clear view and able to justify. but truthfully, i'm clueless. shall let time tells which party is really fighting for good. and i hope the best for my country cause i love my country a lot.

22 August 2008

the day

its my BIG day today - the day where my friends taking full advantages to critize me old, talk less nonsense, stop acting like a kid, be mature and stuff equivalent to those, the day where i can have wishes more than any other days, the day where i receive loads of wishes from various people, the day where i feel happy for no reason, the day where i put a smile on my face suddenly and also not forgotten the day where my chances of my photos/name to be displayed in orbituary segment getting higher.
apart from all these, i'm grateful to god for giving me all that i have today whether livings or nonlivings things; what i used to have; and moments i used to go through which now called memories. most importantly i'm thankful that now less than an hour, in one of the wishes in my short term list, though it did not come true completely, it almost fulfilled - good enough to get my heart smiling =)
well, wishes in my long term list will for sure consuming longer time as the effects will only be seen as time passes yes, i understand that god. and so all i need is faith!
ok, last but not least, for those that wished me and will be wishing me, whether you will read this or not or whether you know the existance of this blog or not, i thank all of you from the bottom of my little heart. *hugs*

20 August 2008

thanks kas...

i told you today is a nice day and how good i felt this morning to start my day - its true!
i got my bday cake 2 days earlier and the organiser was kasturi a/p paramananda. its kasturi - my childhood friend @ my schoolmates @ my buddies/ best friends!!!!! and the friend that i met only once a year now.
i was so touched, kas actually took the effort to send messages to whoever (almost to me) to organise a lil' surprise bday party for me which i thought its only a tiny gathering before everyone goes off this week. the surprise thing really worked on me cause i never expect that. not sure whether it showed how silly or insensitive or blur of me but who cares, as long as it turned out to be successful.
hehe....
its supposed to be 1pm gathering. as usual punctual me waited pretty long for kas and >>doosh>> we went. in the car when i told kas that i would be going back on friday instead on wedn like i used to tel her, her reactions was so ARRRGHHHH....she shouted, 'chuah, i'm so gonna kill you. grhhh, i wana kill you!!!!!!' i was like ermm..guess she had some plan for me. we reached at 145pm and we were the EARLIEST! so, i totally ignored the first hint that i was quite smart to figure out. anyways, being earliest was smtg i expected cause no one sent msges to scold me. gosh! then, saw rekka. she was there few seconds after us. we settled down and waitedddddd....... cheah not in, aamreet with her excuses and jas nowhere to be found. DARN, no wonder kas was talking to rekka in tamil! a'ah, thats how rekka knew the plan and not me.
cis!
we continue waiting and waiting. kas took my phone and got goay's number through my phone WITHOUT ME KNOWING. i thought she was admiring it. aduhai.... then kas asked me to msg those i msged day before and asked me to scold them for being late and i did. after more than half an hour, at last goay was seen walking in with her smiles (as usual). when goay was around, she suddenly picked up the idea to force jiem to join us. and we happily kutuk jiem. ahaha.... till then, everything looked so normal to me but its actually NOT with kas and her plan. out of the blue in our conversation, kas cut in and asked me,' do you like chocolate? '
i was like, ' huh? err, not really.'
after an hour, surprisingly i remembered the car meter was almost up and i told kas that i was going to add it. she told me its ok cause she's going off soon to her friend's place to drop him something. i was curious so i asked where and wondered would she be back. and she simply replied lake view and convincingly said,' yes, i will be back.'
by then i stil had no clue bout the surprise thing plan. i asked cause i followed kas there so if she tak balik macam mana saya nak balik but you see, they had plan so they thought i would suspect smtg but nah i wouldnt be that smart. aaah, i think i remembered kas and rekka were laughing when kas replied me lake view. dammit kas.
when maryam reached not for long, she followed kas out and thats when kas told her the plan. and i was still innocently thought its a mini gathering. when they were back...... tada! here came the bday cake!!!!!!!! song. claps. cheers. hugs.
though not many managed to turn out but its a precious gathering cause all these years i couldnt really remember my school friends @ close friends @ best friends celebrating my bday, buying me cake, watching me blowing candles and cutting cake. it might sounded a lil' miserable but its because timing just not good - smtg that couldnt be avoided right so i didnt mind and most of the time i celebrated with family so didnt matter.
anyways, what made it more special was that ukraine ppl was there (that will be kas), u.k ppl was there ( that will be maryam) , soon to be u.s ppl was there(thats will be rekka) and the same old faces that i love - goayimm and jiemin were there. hahahaha..... =D
thanks a lot, my fellow friends!!!!! =)

*you know what kas, while i was closing my eyes sort of wishing before blowing just now, i ac didnt make any wishes cause i didnt know what to wish. i was still shocked and had brain jammed. hehe...

20082008

i'm not sure whether anyone realise the date today. it is superb - 20082008. psychology or superstitious or neither or whatever, i'm feeling good and it is definitely a brilliant start of my day. perhaps the date is another auspicious number apart from 080808. aah', thats superstitious! doesnt matter as loong as its positive ones.
but, my wantan mee mission still failed. aduhai. however, i'm fine with it, besok masih ada. (see,no wantan mee and i'm stil ok with it)
you know what, august is a great month because its august! hahaha....

they are seriously good

cool, super cool. i realised this sport today when i was staring at the tv. my tiny eyes were somehow widen and larger by few milimeters. and suddenly i could felt there's a force pulling my body from my lazy position on the couch to the tv screen. not only shocked to know there's such sports, i was amazed with the gymnas flying in the air with cool twists and turns and with their beautiful bodies. just a moment ago, i only learnt that gymnastic trampoline has been one of the olympics sports since 2000. damn! i'm really slow. and how come chinese are so good esp at this kind of games.





similarly to diving. guo jing jing is surely unbeatable. i think i'm in love with her, i mean her talent her skill and her dive. every dive she made were almost prefect - awesome postures, nice somersaults, fanstatic twists, fabulous turns and amazing landing with just only a mini lil' splash. WOW!

wantan mee - i'm coming

aah', gotta wake up early....wake up early....wake up early....wake up to get wantan mee. wake up wake up for wantan mee's sake! WAKE UP!!!!!

17 August 2008

silver aint bad

owhhh...lee chong wei lost to lin dan in kinda short game. he certainly made a lot of mistakes and gave lin dan many free points but no doubt lin dan was in his good form tonight. well, malaysia would just settle with a silver. hrm.

16 August 2008

a MUST watch match

wowee....chong wei smoothly cruised in finals. what a GReAT job! honestly i never expect such achievement from him, thought he will sink like the doubles but he definitely didn't disappoint all the ppl back in malaysia. salute to you dude!!!! you made me felt more proud being malaysian. i would love to see him standing tall with our national anthem played loud in the beijing university of technology gymnasium but at this point, win or lose, he is still the best. malaysia finally gains a medal and a spot in the 2008 olympics medals tally. yezzzzzzar......

dont miss the finals on sunday!

14 August 2008

???

how angry will you be when the one you are talking to has done smtg wrong without he/she realised it?
so, with the anger, how angry will you get when somehow he/she gets to sense your anger and then innocently asked you what exactly that he/she did that made you angry?
will you be bother to tell the wrongs?
will you care to give him/her a chance for correction?
or will you just keep quiet and swallow all the anger by yourself?
and let the same whole thing repeats?
and then create unpleasant feelings in you?
and somehow somewhat ended up hating that person?

i dunno. think bout it.

13 August 2008

yo!

no wonder i could feel something is not right, something is missing and something incomplete in the month of august. there was this thing that i usually did when august came. hah! its friendship day that i missed. i actually forgotten THAT DAY??!!! yo! and only realized it after 13 days. YO! -mo tak kau-

not a bad role model

michael phelps made swimming sound and look so easy. seeing him swim from one end to another end made me felt its possible for everyone to swim in that way. but the fact is, swimming is not easy especially for me. it took almost all my breathe to get myself move in the water. its good that i can reach till the middle of the pool. besides, swimming needs good coordination of all parts of body with i think i'm slighty (ok,maybe a lot) lack at. but be optimistic, at least i can swim now (i think i still can)
anyways, he's a good role model (his sports spirit) for me that anything can be achieved if work on it, have confident and faith. GO GO record breaker!!!

07 August 2008

i wana watch

aiya! i will be missing the opening of olympics this friday. will be so busy how to watch and keep on track with the news. sad.

any kind soul willing to update me?

what a list!

this week is my fourth week of night t-baton training. tomorrow night will be the last cause on friday we will be heading to uitm seri iskandar and performing on saturday. thought after this will be free at least a lil but seems like i'm wrong. next week is convo week. so happen i'm involve in the convo celebration and digi fiesta. dunno how but i just get myself involved. and reports! *sigh. this week is odd week where 4 labs are arranged so nicely in 4 outta 5 days. luckily one lab canceled and but still tasks been assigned earlier SO makes not much difference ac. here's the summary of my work on hand that need to be submitted within 6days.
  • tugasan 1 dan 2 pengujian, pengukuran dan penilaian pendidikan (4P)
  • presentation 4P
  • lab report of strategi pengajaran dan pembelajaran sains
  • storyboard of my biology courseware
  • proposal of the courseware
  • lab report biology development
  • presentation of gastrulation of frog embryo
  • lab report biochemistry and microbiology
  • lab report introductory chemistry 2

gosh! pretty long list huh.

almost *faint.

thats excluding my side tasks. if i include them then the list will on and on... oh god....