hard time

exam is like 8hours from now and i'm stil struggling with it. still hv few chapters to go equivalent to hundreds of slides.

i really feel miserable now and wish it will end asap.

what makes my night worse is that i'm reading chemistry and its organic chemistry that i hell take long time to figure out whats whats the words telling me. i cant read like a bullet train cause i will get myself in deep shit answering the paper then. hell!

i already prepared myself to be awake. if to be awake whole night then i will be since its my last paper but i hope not.

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i'm exhausted, very.

hard to breathe well, really.

i dont feel good, extremely.

i want to cry but i cant - hv nothing to stimulate my tears.