i am addicted

aha, i'm so addicted! so addicted into reading conan. so addicted that i actually went to campus to read it online because line failure in hostel. so addicted that i was ignoring my quiz today but kept on reading it. so addicted that i actually went under the rain for the sake of it. ~doosh~ aduhai~~~~~

somehow its fun to know that i have something to do when i have nothing to do. now my free time, boring time, break time, busy time, anytime is filled with something. hehe... ya, comic is what i mean! hooray, conan is back!

its just weird cause i knew the website for quite some time but at that time i found out that the feeling of reading it online and reading the book was not the same. and fussy me just save that web address and didnt bother to visit it. but recently, due to neverending work, it just flashed to my mind to read detective conan. then i realised it's just as fun as reading it on book though i still do prefer doing my reading while holding the book. ah, just so traditional me. apa apapun, ah yes, i'm an addict now!!!!!!

addict....addict....addict......

words of self disappointment

sort of frust with my stupidity and uselessness. even a call, i couldnt handled it. plan A failed and for plan B, so far no response. guess its the same with plan A - 'lok hai cui liau'. when plans failed, no result will be seen, no one will ever know that i actually done something, no one will ever know that i actually put effort in planning and accomplishing my plan, no one will ever know that i actually have the intention to do it, even, no one will believe me. no matter how its mentioned, failed means failed. its almost equal to none. i'm too heartbroken to be questioned on my sincerity and effort, best is to just keep it to myself. since i'm famous of heartless, insensitive and useless, not much expectation will be from me though. so it doesnt matter. only me and god.....



-and it shall be sealed-

ah, the day

i always believe that sleep can be replaced. you know something like plus minus calculation.

for example, today have more than 12 hours sleep so the day after take only 6 hours sleep.

or today stay up whole night, then take 3hours nap, 6hours sleep in the third day and when time is available, sleep whole day to get the average of 8-10 hours sleep.

maybe i hv belief in that silly theory of mine so it kinda work for me. haha!!!!

right now, all i'm waiting is the day. aaah~~~ the day where i get to sleep......
and sleep...
and sleep.....
to replace all my sleeping debts.