purest raindrops

its been a long day and its not an usual day i've been through.

many things seem to want to appear in my mind but i managed to refuse except to some that managed to pop out and caused me to be...

its a rainy morning i woke up to as though god really can read through me. i myself couldn't understand why i felt this way.

all i could feel is a heavy, darn f***ing heavy heart that hurts little by little. its a pain where i dont tear from my eyes but deep in my heart. that invisible tear is painful, real painful, more than ever. eventually i teared after flipping and reading........

i wonder i really do wonder why.